11w3d - Why I really hate shopping

So for the last week or so, I have been using a rubber band to button my pants. I can sort of fit into one pair of my fat jeans, but that's about it. I can't button anything else up. I really didn't think that I would be gaining so much so early, but I have been eating anything that's not nailed down, so I'm sure that's contributing. So I decided that I needed to go ahead and buy some maternity clothes.

I despise shopping for clothes, and it's really not any better when your fat and don't yet really look pregnant. It just makes me sad. I ended up finding two pairs of pants, but couldn't find any dress pants that fit my thighs without being horribly too big everywhere else. And I bought a couple of shirts. The thing is, the shirts make me look pregnant. I'm not sure how I feel about that, but I suppose that looking pregnant is better than looking fat. I just don't think that I was ready for that realization yet. In any matter, I am incredibly excited about the fact that I will be comfortable in the pants that I bought, and I won't have to unzip every time I get in the car. I've still been feeling great, and am past the point of morning sickness, so I think that I got away easy on that one.